Not sure why I created this blog but it is beyond STUPID.
There's no joy for women here. Just me being bitchy and wondering what the hell is wrong with me.
I'm sure there are plenty of answers out there but there aren't any here on this blog.
Thursday, January 30, 2020
Sunday, April 5, 2015
Time to move on...
I now know that I can't continue to go over and over what might be if only...
It didn't work. I clearly wasn't "the one" for him even though I really tried. I see now that I was only "the girl he wasn't crazy about who stayed for some unknown reason."
I think by releasing him, I will find my own freedom. And maybe we will both find other relationships that will work out better.
It didn't work. I clearly wasn't "the one" for him even though I really tried. I see now that I was only "the girl he wasn't crazy about who stayed for some unknown reason."
I think by releasing him, I will find my own freedom. And maybe we will both find other relationships that will work out better.
Saturday, April 4, 2015
Today I'm just having a day. It must be the lunar eclipse because all the sadness and hopelessnesss of my last relationship is filling my mind and bringing out great sobs of sadness. How much can a person cry anyway?
I really love him. Deep down inside of me I still feel it even though he couldn't listen to me, could not view me as a person with feelings and sadness inside, even though we became adversaries over the years.
I would go back to him in a second if he said he was sorry and wanted to work things out with me.
I would.
I read through many of my channeled writings from when we first met and had issues. My guides kept telling me that he loved me but that he had huge trust issues. And that my needs would not be met.
I really feel like he never trusted me. He always believed that I was looking for someone else.
What kind of shit is going on in my head that I bring this into my life?
Anyways, I gave the universe until midnight to hear from him. If I hear from him, I will try my best to work things out. If not, I will now that it's time to move on.
So, universe, the ball is in your court...
I really love him. Deep down inside of me I still feel it even though he couldn't listen to me, could not view me as a person with feelings and sadness inside, even though we became adversaries over the years.
I would go back to him in a second if he said he was sorry and wanted to work things out with me.
I would.
I read through many of my channeled writings from when we first met and had issues. My guides kept telling me that he loved me but that he had huge trust issues. And that my needs would not be met.
I really feel like he never trusted me. He always believed that I was looking for someone else.
What kind of shit is going on in my head that I bring this into my life?
Anyways, I gave the universe until midnight to hear from him. If I hear from him, I will try my best to work things out. If not, I will now that it's time to move on.
So, universe, the ball is in your court...
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Ah-ha!
I found a clue! I found a clue!
I always thought LOVE and JOY was above happiness and on the scale and that to experience love and joy one had to find or be more and more happy, an impossible feat!
Turns out we cannot experience love and joy in this way.
Love and joy are in the MIDDLE!
So we can only experience this state of extreme peace when happy and sad are in balance and we can accept both sides of the spectrum without judgement.
Friday, August 24, 2012
Finding Happiness
Who knew?
There are actually studies and research about what makes people happy.
The author of the book The How of Happiness, Sonja Lyumbomirsky actually has done years of this type of research. You can see 5 of her top 12 recommendations here:
http://greatergood.berkeley.edu/article/item/3289
C'mon. You know you want to find happiness and keep it!
There are actually studies and research about what makes people happy.
The author of the book The How of Happiness, Sonja Lyumbomirsky actually has done years of this type of research. You can see 5 of her top 12 recommendations here:
http://greatergood.berkeley.edu/article/item/3289
C'mon. You know you want to find happiness and keep it!
Hormones
If you're a woman over the age of 35, chances are, your hormones have started to change and they are messing up your mind and making you the biggest witch in the world.
OK, I am speaking for myself.
Lucky for you (and for my family), I came across this book yesterday:
Female Brain Gone Insane
It's not you! Really! Your hormones are making you act like that!
Now, before you get divorced and permanently ground the kids from having any fun, get some help!
Mia Lundin will give you the information you need and even info to give your doctor to help you balance your hormones and get your brain back in sync.
She also has a great website and blog!
Mia's Website
OK, I am speaking for myself.
Lucky for you (and for my family), I came across this book yesterday:
Female Brain Gone Insane
It's not you! Really! Your hormones are making you act like that!
Now, before you get divorced and permanently ground the kids from having any fun, get some help!
Mia Lundin will give you the information you need and even info to give your doctor to help you balance your hormones and get your brain back in sync.
She also has a great website and blog!
Mia's Website
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